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Urgh.. I need an insane amount of hugs, stat.

That is all.

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[YouTube] I mainly do Monster Hunter videos, started to do commentaries and vlogs!
[Twitter] I post here as much as I can, daily, if that.
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You'd expect, the people you're closest to, who like chat with you all the time to be there for you in a sticky situation regarding an ex girlfriend, when you're always there for them 24/7 (quite literally).
Just one person texted back. I could expect him to do that. That being said, this is a friend I've never met before, as for the others I've known them for years (irl).

Rambling, finished.

Time to turn up the rock music and put my headphones on, escape into a world where everyone's bullshit is none of my concern.

:')

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Howdy doody indeed people! What's up?

Seriously, Deviljho, Y U NO LEAVE LIKE A NORMAL T-REX?! >>> [link]

Just a short preview which I had a few laughs from of a Deviljho sub quest I done with a mate, it will eventually be uploaded to YouTube.

But yeah, what's up? How you all doing? C'mon I may not post but I do like to get messages and all sorts from ya =']

Had a busy week this week, well minus Monday and today (I hope.. :/ lol)

Tuesday through til Thursday early morning I was visiting some friends at their uni, went out clubbing to an event called "Desi Beats" which was pretty cool. Ran into a friend that I haven't seen since college! :/ good times when drunk lol.

Would've actually stayed most of the week, but the night before we left I got a call to come into work so, yeah ;[

And I've actually been working from Thursday morning up until last night which was Saturday evening. Bit tiring to be helping out in a wedding business, but you gotta do what you gotta do I suppose.

Yeah, not much of a big update, nothing usually happens anyway.

How you all doing then?

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Ahhhh, yeah you could say I've been like this since that awful time.
But man, totally hit a slump in my revision (a month) >_________<
Just done a practice paper now (also should note, since I'm doing some studying from home I can choose when to sit my exams but I want to get them done before summer, well well wellll before summer)-

(Now listening to: Yellowcard - With You Around)

-and got 93%. There's another 2 practice papers for the first unit, then another 3 papers for the second unit. Going to carry on with them later today since I gotta pop out with my old man.

So yeah, I'm me again. I think. They say that signs of depressing are insomnia and a feeling of hopelessness? Hmm.

Anyway, I had this kind of awkward dream. Like, well first to start off with. You know how when you wake up and you forget parts of your dream. That's not what happened, since I remember what happens in my dreams. But it was choppy this time whilst being in the dream. If that makes sense.

So here I am, on a bus first and I found it weird that it was pretty dark out, and the driver got off leaving the passengers on to go into some building on the right of us, with another bus driver who just popped up out of no where. Leading on from that he tells us not to go anywhere. But suddenly the bus started moving (guess he forgot to leave the handbrake on?) but we only moved I'd say a couple meters before the bus driver rushed back in and put the handbrake on this time.

But  you know how you get those idiotic children on buses who insist on messing around? Well we had 2 of them, and they decided to let the handbrake off and somehow we're doing straight downhill (and by this point it was bright as day) towards some lights and those kind of metal barricades. So we're all hanging onto dear life and crash into this.

The weird thing is, beyond that barricade was a massive willow tree, and the beach.

No idea why, I've got a hat on and I'm just sitting there kind of sulking. Some random girls on the left kind of crowded up taking a picture (oblivious to me being there). Then from the right side 3 of my friends come by, one of whom said something along the lines of "I know when you're in a mood like this you don't want to be around anyone, but-" and that was it :S bleh, you know?

Dunno, kind of felt like venting..

How's everyone else doing?

It's cool being in a dark place(!)

Anyway, just wanted to share something quickly since a friend of mine posted it last night on her facebook:

"Don't let your mind get weary and confused, don't let your heart get heavy child
Inside you there's a strength that lies.
Don't let your soul get lonely child, it's only time, it will go by.
Don't look for love in faces, places. It's in you, that's where you'll find kindness."

Absoluted loved this, so thought i'd post it on here

That's all, gonna jet off to do some work (sadface).

Cya'll later!

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So much for keeping to what I said in my last journal
Though the last months of last year were just awful to say the least..

Anyway, updates on what's been happening/going on.

Lets start with the major thing, I've enrolled/joined? An IT agency, since trying to look for a job has been somewhat pfft. Started 2 courses with them, which they estimate would be completed in 6-8 weeks. So lets say I hope to be 'qualified' in my chosen course by the end of March (to be safe) or if not earlier
Once that's done, with the help of the agency I'll find a 2 month placement just to bump up my experience, and hopefully be on my way!

Other things.. Planning to save up for a beastly PC since this laptop, what, 3 years old I reckon? Serves alright for what I can manage to do. But I've wanted to have a great gaming/media PC. So that's one of the things I'm saving up for atm with the part-time job.

Been out and about a few fair times since the last I posted. Visited some friends again at their uni. Great laughs when there's booze and we've got a stack of cards lol!

I'm still posting stuff on my YouTube channel
Mainly at the moment its MHP3rd stuff, so ANY MONSTER HUNTER FAN, go check it out!

Back on Twitter after a stupid dispute with a customer service person. Buggered up my account ¬_¬ basically, to keep the username I had, they had to completely wipe the account. Bit stupid. So, if you're on Twitter go follow me and drop me a hello or something!

Also changed my Skype account, since the last one was a painful memory.. -> chetzb-
If you're on Skype, add me and chat since I'm on atm

That's about the most part of whats been happening, aside from picking splinters out of my damn hands >_<

Hope you're all doing well!

Chetan

Had an amazing two days, although was quite shitty today. That being another month since Jess has passed..

But was really great, eventful too!

Drove to High Wycombe with a friend to see an old buddy, stayed the night watching movies. Woke up next day and basically went to Hertfordshire to see another group of mates.

What was great though today, seeing this douché bag race up infront of us and put his foot on the brake. Got out his car, friend rolled down his window, first words that came out of this idiots (from the other car) mouth "ARE YOU DIZZY BLUD!!" Haha xD my friend was trying soo hard to keep a straight face

Anyway, after that, guy hopped back into his car and drove off (also, he done that because my friend cut in infront of him - truth be told he couldn't even see the guy in the other car, and I don't blame him).

Not many pictures, quite literally. But I'll try get a bunch up soon.

Also, going through peoples deviations since when I left dA a year ago, there are quite a lot and I'm loving them all! Probably carry on tomorrow, anyway, I'm on Skype with a new ID which is down below so feel free to add me and have a chat whenever

In just under a year
I suppose the reason I left is all the more still intact (F!@#).
But I'm back, because of my dearest Meli :3 (Love you chick!!! )

So yeah, past year..
Stuff that's gone on?
My girlfriend, now ex. (Pretty much self explanitory? Urgh ¬_¬ </3)
One of my best friends killed herself. Shit happens I guess.. (R.I.P. Jess 10.06.10)
Bought myself an acoustic guitar (classical), so named her Jess. Bought this quite recently actually!

And accordddddddding to DA!
T'was my dear friends birthday - So happy belated birthday Hex!
Also Meli's (but we both know the story on that ) so happy belated birthday to you dearest one! And another on the way in a few months lol

I suppose I kinda died away from doing Pon and Zi drawings, more so just random snaps.
So I'll take a rummage around and see what I can find!

But damn, this hype I've been on, quite literally buzzing (from a class of coke AND uberness DnB and random anime songs ) loving it =3

Alas, I shall be going for now!

(Oh, also for October<3! I've had quite a few random hairstyles since I've been gone. Latest is just a very short mohican, but with a slight twist, the tail is done to the side )

Missed all you guys who I talked to a fair bit, should've added me on Facebook
Anyway, off now, hopefully still buzzing the night away - Going to see a mate in a bit once my other friend comes to pick me up. Roadddd trippppppp (currently 9:43pm, so we'll see !)

Cya people!
(Love you Meli :$)

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You'll find me more on Facebook and YouTube now. Sadly don't come on dA as much.
Think the 'art' ["What? Yeah right.."] side of me isn't there much anymore.
So hit me up and add me on FB and YT if you want
Take care then people, nice to have met some of you.

Also, now playing list:
Bloodsimple - Blood In Blood Out
Bloodsimple - Cruel World
Bloodsimple - Killing Time
Bloodsimple - Numina Infuscata
Escape The Fate - The Webs We Weave
Escape The Fate - When I Go Out, I Want To Go Out On A Chariot Of Fire
Escape The Fate - The Guillotine
Escape The Fate - 10 Miles Wide

Peace x

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Ello there, thought I should update this seeing as I haven't done in about a month.
Well, since the last time quite a bit had happened.

Gf and I had a bit of a rough patch but we're better than ever (:
It's also coming up to 5 months with her on the 7th!! =]

Hmm.. Ah, started a course "MCTS" which stands for Microsoft Certified Technology Specialist, aka a Windows Vista Desktop Support Technition. Decided after taking a year out after I done my A Levels that I didn't want to go uni. So once I've finished this course, which I plan to do in 1-3 months, if anything before 2010 starts, plan to get a job hopefully anything around 27K-35K a year as the qualification I'm going to get whould entitle me to a job which is roughly that. Mind you, industry uses Windows XP more than Vista mainly because it costs quite a lot to run and maintain Vista over XP. So I may need to do a small test after I've done this. Not neccesary but may help (:

Ah right, the kitchen is getting redone, well rather it's started again to get redone. Tiling is done, went out with my Dad to get the new worktop. Next thing is the floor tiling |=
So that's slowly getting on its way.

Anyway, probably gonna be off.
Like before might not be on here a lot.
If you need to talk leave a message or note me and I'll get back to you asap.
Otherwise you can catch me on a few places *up there* ^
Take care =]

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<sub>Hey people, some of you (if any) have realised that I've not been very active recently.
Yes/no things have been going on, but I'm not really using the net much.
Only thing I have been using it for is uploading vids to my YouTube page, so if you want to contact me I'm there or you got my hotmail add down there.. v

Might be back from time to time, ing things, that's about it really.

And thank you to those who have been ing my previous deviations.

Anyway, this'll be my last message on here for a while.</sub>

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HER<3 {We Have Pictures Up <3}
My girlfriend is so AWESOME!
She's so amazing
Incredibly hawt
I love her voice each and everytime I hear it
She always makes me feel great
Has great taste in music
I love her beyond anyone I've even been with
I never want to lose her


CHEERS FOR 4K+ PAGE VIEWS ;D
[Lyrics] Rise Against - Give It All
A lyric vid I made, before hand


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OH. MY. GOD.
I hated the really hot sunny weather yesterday
(Yeah don't mind sunny, but DAMN was it hot for me =/)

Anyway
So went out to Hyde Park with my gf, before hand though went to Hounslow high street where she bought me two shirts (one of which I'm gonna return or find a bigger size of =/) the other though I'm wearing now XD

Erm, okay so after wandering about in Hyde Park, we went to Waterloo to pick a, friend, up, then walked to Covent Garden to have dinner and Nando's, THEN after that (nothing happened really). We just went to Charring Cross station, but the sucky thing was that I had to go south bound and she had to go north bound with her friend


Don't really have much else to say really, might have a few pics up from yesterday once I get 'em, but anyway I'm off, gotta go do the chores ;o, bleh.

Ciao x

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HER<3 {We Have Pictures Up <3}
My girlfriend is so AWESOME!
She's so amazing
Incredibly hawt
I love her voice each and everytime I hear it
She always makes me feel great
Has great taste in music
I love her beyond anyone I've even been with
I never want to lose her


MY JOURNALS HERE
Sorry for not being on alot =/
I just don't really have anything much to put up on dA that I slowly stop coming by >__<
Not saying that I'm never going to return =/

But wow, hit 4K+ views O__O
Don't really have much to like show as thanks, although:
[Lyrics] Rise Against - Give It All
It's a lyric vid I made earlier today, <thanks>

Yeah, I've kinda been sticking on YouTube more though, not been making as many videos, but I do from time to time.

-For people with Monster Hunter Freedom 2/Portable 2nd G-
Let me know if you need help slaying monsters/getting certain things from quests/etc
Could make a video out of it too ;D

Erm, don't think I have much else to say =/

Oh, if you want to just talk to me, you got my at different sites (look to the top of the journal) or my e-mail is under this journal *scroll down*

Anyway, that's it from me, take care xxx

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HER<3 {We Have Pictures Up <3}
My girlfriend is so AWESOME!
She's so amazing
Incredibly hawt
I love her voice each and everytime I hear it
She always makes me feel great
Has great taste in music
I love her beyond anyone I've even been with
I never want to lose her


MY JOURNALS HERE
I'm backkk
Was up in Warwick for the weekend (starting friday xD)
Great weekend with my gf [=

Oh and yeah, even though it says Ive been a part of dA for 2 years (recently gone by I think?)
I never really used my account from then.
So imo, its just gone past my first year of using dA
Only because April 26th 2008 was the day I submitted my first dA piece

Anywho, just posting a few pics now, nothing great =/

Cya round x

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HER<3 {We Have Two Pictures Up <3}
My girlfriend is so AWESOME!
She's so amazing
Incredibly hawt
I love her voice each and everytime I hear it
She always makes me feel great
Has great taste in music
I love her beyond anyone I've even been with
I never want to lose her


MY JOURNALS HERE
Wa-hey I'm back =o
Sorry, I haven't posted much in forever, but yeah put 3 things up.
A Kamina gif
And 2 pictures of me and my lovely (: <3

Oo oops, I had this other picture to upload, quite funny too ^_^
I'll do that now

Cya til next time people (:
-OH, and I'm ususally active on YouTube now, with random Monster Hunter vids with my mate Sam, and sometimes DBZ vids so yeah check em out if you like

Take care x


PEOPLE YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT (O__O)

~Azilda

A really awesome poet (=
Spent my VERY early morning reading her work and its just amazing so please check her out (^_^)

~OctoberAzriel

Octoberrrr!
One of my first dA friends.
Imo a good all rounder (=

!RegnumDePhasmatis

Woo Meli<3
Another early dA friend (=
Her art is just great! Better than anything I could ever do ;o

~HauntedVisions

Sarahh d=
This one here does some really interesting fractals/photo manipulations and has great photography skills (=

~electricblackout

Wa-hey Emily!
Her textile work is something to be checked out (=

~hex535

Lol Jacob's got some funneh personality ^^
His digital art work is great, and so's his character (=

*LynxKano

He is 'THE' dude when it comes to Monster Hunter work, pure awesomeness (=

~MetalGurrrl - ~Bellaine - ~ohsarah
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Whoa ;o
Just love these girls photography, it's really something (=

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HER<3
My girlfriend is so AWESOME!
She's so amazing
Incredibly hawt
I love her voice each and everytime I hear it
She always makes me feel great
Has great taste in music
I love her beyond anyone I've even been with
I never want to lose her


MY JOURNALS HERE
Erm, well yeah I'm sure people who notice, have noticed I haven't posted anything worth while (since forever, literally). But then not posted anything, recently.

So, maybe some time soon or.. Some time.. I'll post something =/

Hope everyone's good
Ciao


PEOPLE YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT (O__O)

~Azilda

A really awesome poet (=
Spent my VERY early morning reading her work and its just amazing so please check her out (^_^)

~OctoberAzriel

Octoberrrr!
One of my first dA friends.
Imo a good all rounder (=

!RegnumDePhasmatis

Woo Meli<3
Another early dA friend (=
Her art is just great! Better than anything I could ever do ;o

~HauntedVisions

Sarahh d=
This one here does some really interesting fractals/photo manipulations and has great photography skills (=

~electricblackout

Wa-hey Emily!
Her textile work is something to be checked out (=

~hex535

Lol Jacob's got some funneh personality ^^
His digital art work is great, and so's his character (=

*LynxKano

He is 'THE' dude when it comes to Monster Hunter work, pure awesomeness (=

~MetalGurrrl - ~Bellaine - ~ohsarah
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Whoa ;o
Just love these girls photography, it's really something (=

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{I say my ImageShack is new, but I've had it for ages. Cleaned up all  the crap on there and re-upload some stuff. It's just basically some things from dA, easier to embed stuff with that if need be}

SO

With the help of Camtasia and Camtasia alone (sadly, I had that all along and was going through all that crap of finding a better .gif creater than Video Avatar... I got an animation out for FLCL [=

Not .gif so you can't save it =/ (sorry)
It's just, I could make the .gif but
1) It wouldn't be smooth.
2) It would look very degraded.

So hope you like it [=

>>> FLCL - Attacked <<<

{NOTE: Sorry, I didn't notice until a short while ago, it's not looping.
First time working with creating .swf's in Camtasia, so I will re-upload that once I'm done}

More coming soon [=

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For a few days? ..Maybe less
Leaving -__-

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This kinda sucked -__-
We had some pretty heavy rain here, lasted for about 20 mins I guess, but it's all gone >_<
Ah well.

*Update*
New gif's made
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Check my gallery for some new work I've done.